Autonomic nerves is not working well :(
When physical condition is not good,
It's not good timing to decide important things..
Just do what I can do
Well, I could go for a walk
I could eat and washed dishes
I could enjoy taking a shower
I might not allow my self not working to make money at this moment...
I might think doing only part-time joy is not allowed...
Hmmmm allow anything.
Nothing is wrong.
Being is enough...
God please remove my pain
Please let me know what is my role given by you.
What is my real feelings?