Will be 3month soon...
https://st.benesse.ne.jp/ikuji/0years/3month/
Good to have morning walk...
And nigi nigi
Watches a lot?.
I was expecting that I'll learn how to be myself regardless of the situation by spending time with baby
But it's still my own issue to be myself especially in a communal living.
Hope I'll learn to be myself...
Effortlessly...
https://www.nhk.or.jp/sukusuku/p2017/703.html
"赤ちゃんが巧妙に親の心をつかむことが、とても興味深いですね。
そして、親たちが、ある意味では「うまくだまされている」。とても大切なことだと思います。
現実に、「親に育児をさせる力」が、赤ちゃんに備わっているわけです。
それにうまくだまされる親になってほしいと思います。"
なんか介護とか対人援助とも似てるなぁ。
振り回されてるけど？
それはそれでありかぁ。
Regularly .. once a 2weeks,
we (me and mom) are having meetings.
Last time I thought I'm surrendering in a Good way.
This 2 weeks I made ( unnecessary!?) Efforts to stay in a common place.
Then I got exhausted again....
I can't stop hating myself feeling squeezed...
That have happened in every work place..
Why??
I tried focusing
Big Stone In my breast was put by my senior who was very strict to herself.
My important friends removed it
Solid root kind of thing & stones on my scapula was put ... When??? Me ?
When compared with someone?
My friends would help me to trust myself n ride on the wave.
Awee god pls help me to feel better.
