This month last year was very tough for me.
Some articles was written even during that situation, which is somehow helping me now.
This week has been kind of busy.
I hate working overtime! That brings me the feeling of self hatrad.
I felt I should finish this perfectly.
oh I learnt that I don't need to push myself so hard, especially this time last year.
every feeling comes. lonely, desire for approval, self hatrad, low self-esteem, inferiority, impatience, fear for future job security, automatic mis recognition of being criticized etc. they are coming with some reason and they gonna go again.
God is always here with me.
Am I allowing others to love me ?
Am I loving myself ? Am I taking care of myself?
I have a crush, that is precious gift in my current life, while I feel several ppl have crushes on me (maybe..) I feel good, thankful abt it but at the same time feel annoyed... not exactly annoyed but kind of mendokusai, tiresome. Hmm I feel guilty for that tiresome feeling ...
This matter also I let every burden to God. will help me make satisfied. go slowly. taste it on the beautiful process.
:) be happy :).