Trying to create a dialogue between myself n ex. It's soooooo hard but learning a lot, maybe?
His stance is be couldn't help me because I didn't ask him for help.
I didn't have enough energy to Express my feelings n situation at that time...
This quarrel seemed to be so difficult.
We are not on the same wavelength...
Hmm It's better to explain in advance that I'm honest but sometimes have difficulty in showing my negative feelings n go into selfhated.
I could have said that I don't know how to ask for help but I'm about to die.
I wanted him to show his feelings though I know that he's shy...
Hmmm
No choice but to release?
Anyways it's getting better.
Go with the flow.
All is well ❤️