I told that I'm feeling squeezed in certain meetings,then was told you can Skip and just check the meeting log...
That's easier for me.
At the same time
I'm not expected (to grow ?)
I'm not necessary for the meeting 🤣
That can be sad but no expectation is kind of comfortable.
What I've wanted is like ...
Receiving the merit of being an employee (social welfare, information, kind of stability)
And feel free, like contact workers.
Maybe I'm receiving. Experiencing that.
I'm currently feeling a bit aukuward...is it ok ? Am I contributing enough? Am I too slow?
But I can be myself with my own pace..
Each pace is okay.